Stay.

The beautiful thing with life is the gift of choice, in most things. I say this a bit "tongue in cheek", knowing the trials and tests I have walked through. But I believe with all sincerity. I have a choice to give or to take.

During this time of returning to our home for the holiday, I felt the positive effects of the choices I have been making....... and it was good. Even though daily I am challenged in areas that may lead to more change, I trust my vulnerability will lead me to victory........

While home, Logan was the lightest I have seen him in months; competition in every area in life in LA makes one very weary. And I do mean every area........ Good friends bring out the best in each other.... and want the best FOR one another.

Austin felt refreshed as well in his short time home; I can see what makes him thrive. On the way to Philly airport, he received a call with a job offer starting Tuesday:) He also has another interview set up for Monday at another local eatery. Making a move creates motion in life............

We get to have Jordan here another night as his flight back to SFO was delayed for more than 3 hours due to "high winds." I think something was telling him to "stay......" and will work for the best:) He'll be here until the 1st of December.......

As for me, I had several appointments to take care of, as well as business to do while home. Doing what is best for my family and myself is my utmost priority. I know I am ready to be "happy." I have quite a bit of thinking to do, as I face the potential of two choices to make, two paths to take that will affect all of us............

"Signal Fire" by Snow Patrol.