Integrity.

I've been through a lot of things in my lifetime which seek to define my family with desolation. Losses of all kinds have touched our lives and with each one, I can feel a piece of me being taken. I can allow my life to be defined by struggles or fight daily to retain my "integrity", meaning the state of being whole." A beautiful thing.....

Daily, compromise comes and challenges integrity because the enemy of my soul knows that if I remain sound, success and prosperity come. As I get it, I will give it away. Be looking for more insight on my blog athttp://www.houseofsecretsblog.com and search Jacob's Well. I am breaking through the boundaries......

I fell into bed every night lately, exhausted in some ways, energized in others. This summer season that I've set aside has been enlightening for me. I am learning to say and do what's best for me..... finally.

Logan has a minor ankle sprain with little swelling, but he's better today. No worries. His club team has struggled the second half of the club season for a few reasons. The things that could break him have served to make him stronger; he is better, faster, stronger than ever before.

In SoCal there are consistent high level skills demonstrated, but it takes a certain something to obtain a win. Mental strength; it is the one thing that can distinguish a player from another. Not everyone has it and it can't be manufactured, just like in life...... it is the element that can produce a win.

Heard from Chynna back East and post Rumble:) What a great weekend! Divine connections made, again bridging the east and west gap, which tells me she needed to be there. I'll share when I can. It is mind blowing. VB is community...... and growing.

Jordan's on his way to SF, leaving beautiful Vancouver behind. He survived his first Tough mudder:) His dad would be impressed, and probably think he could also tackle it himself! He went with guys from his company and the trip expense was all covered, as a health/fitness benefit.

I honestly don't have the money for the kids to travel back home this summer and neither do they, nor to do all that it appears we've done. I do it in faith, if I feel it's the right thing to do and trust my needs will be met. I also keep "giving."

We didn't come west because I had the money in the bank to do it or money from a life insurance payout...... far from it. We came out of obedience and a greater calling.......

If you hear a call, answer it. Do it. You won't regret it. It could be the adventure of a lifetime.

"Screen." Twenty One Pilots