Seasons in SoCal.

i learned today there are 3 seasons taking place in a 90 day period in Southern California - Summer, Fall, and Winter. I wondered how change can come so quickly in our journeys in life, and would I recognize its familiar feel. This "territory" is so new to me, still..............

It may surprise you to learn that change is resisted in SoCal as much as anywhere else in the country, and hardly what is portrayed. Another facade deconstructed.

Jordan was interviewed by an ABC 7 News crew Tuesday, as he, Chynna, and Janelle Turner made their way to the new Dunkin Donuts opening in Santa Monica:) Everyday brings about new encounters with locals, loonies, and those looking for anything but "love." That is the one thing missing.....

Today it felt as though I had something in my eyes, like irritants that did not allow me to see clearly and something I could not just rub away. After finally washing my eyes out in the evening, my vision became better. When I remove the irritants or "filters", I can see things for what they are..... and this demands a response.

It's become very clear to me that I need a new plan. I'm putting in 60+ hours a week with everything I'm giving time too, and that's not a social life or book writing. I have several "part time jobs" to make this all work, while keeping family members motivated and focused.

I find myself feeling more angry, as the actions of others always seem to impact my life.......... Logan and I are on parallel journeys.

I know the tide is turning; it's just a matter of riding out this current wave.