I've taken a little time lately to think, think about where I am and where I want to be headed. I have so little time right now; it seems in the car is my place to think and even that space gets crowded with demands and distractions. I do not like it. It is not me.

What to do when you feel "life" has dictated it's own will upon you.... and changed and rearranged everything that it was supposed to be.

I think I have "let it go" or "surrendered all", only to find there is more to be free of. Could I be fighting a "fate" that I should embrace as my destiny in part? Those intriguing questions and pressures I face keep confronting me with few answers at the moment.

I wonder when things will break. The restoration. The coming renewal.

I see glimpses..... I secure hope as my anchor. I try to wait patiently, but that is a fine line for me when I want to go after what I want and feel compelled to gain. After all, I don't want to "miss it." I want to chase my dreams.........

My oldest son has found his way to a friend in Kentucky tonight. He traveled the open road in the glorious sunshine and plans to stay for a short time. He can work from anywhere and has good prospects ahead. To get in motion, sometimes you do have to "move."

That feeling of adventure is in our blood; it is something that is inescapable. It took us through many years with their dad, and all the way to the west coast of the US for a season in life. I am feeling the urge again, but am waiting for the right time.

Lots of moves are planned for this year, in real estate, my rental properties, and life in general. I guess we'll be learning what it looks like in the physical sense, to be prepared for the massive movement of a spiritual nature ;)

God help me be patient.