Moving on.

We are nursing a minor sprained ankle tonight after a mishap at VB practice today. Logan strongly dislikes sitting still, kind of like his dad smile emoticonWith county playoffs coming up we are praying for a very quick recovery. Tomorrow is the last game of the HS season.

Three and a half years in, I am beginning to feel the strong desire for companionship and a partnership in life like I had, only better. I also do get very tired of handling these things on my own, as those in my position will attest to. And I want to have fun grin emoticon

I always thought the subject of moving on in love was pretty easy for me to talk about, but I have not been quite honest with myself or my kids. There can be feelings of guilt and make me a bit uncomfortable because of complications and confusion at times............

So many people are super scared of repeating past mistakes or of getting close again. At my age, many are married to their jobs, in love with their lifestyle, or wanting to relive their youth. It is very weird. Where is the fairy tale romance for my second chance at life............

I'm hoping to get my last available home rented out soon, after a tenant abandoned it last month. My goal is to prosper as a PA realtor so that I can set my own schedule and allow time for the other things I am pursuing of importance. I need to be my own "boss," Lord willing, and I know I can do it.

I am ready to jump in, dive in, and get going in a lot of areas in life back home. First step is getting organized and stabilized, and then make more room for what is important.

Life after loss, disease, or struggles is not measured in time but life suddenly becomes measured in quality and what we do with it.

Nite and Sweet Dreams.