"One Day"

"Sometimes I lay, Under the moon, and thank God I'm breathing
Then I pray, Don't take me soon, 'Cause I am here for a reason

Sometimes in my tears I drown, But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds, I know some day it'll all turn around..."

It's no secret that my taste in music follows the trends my 16 year old finds; he seems to have his ear to the ground to hear the heartbeat of heaven... and what the current sound is..... it keeps me moving and in the flow.

I feel really done with strife in my life, or perhaps it's the California air and influence:) Around the beach cities area, there is definitely a "no stress" attitude that suits me fine, lol. Getting past layers of superficiality, there is something special here........

I've come across quite the variety of people in the past few weeks, as I meet and greet many, two of whom were "authors." After reading their material I thought, "I can definitely do that" and so I continue on in my pursuits, with summer deadlines in mind.

Today, I was told I look like a doctor, ha ha, one I never heard before! Perhaps I can set my sights higher than I thought and need to remind myself of that. I do know that our "One Day" is now.

Transitions are tricky times. There are so many things that attack emotions and break down stability. It's so easy to give up and go it alone.... or tell ourselves that's what is needed. Truth is, no one really wants to be alone......

That word is a powerful one and used as a tool to threaten internally... and create an irrational fear used to control. After the death of my husband, the word "alone" was tossed about, somewhat carelessly and callously. I constantly resisted its attachment to my soul because I know am never alone..... I know my God in heaven has not left me, forgotten me, or forsaken me.

Over 2 1/2 years later, you will find me still speaking life to any death inside of me... and all around me. Life is the sound of heaven.......